today is a Monday, February 06, 2006

:) isang kathang isip

pebrero na... panahon ng kamushy han...
try nga natin....

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my name is sophie and i am in love with my bestfriend.
yes for the longest time of denying and not admitting it to myself, i am now blurting it out aloud and shouting to the whole world that I AM INDEED INLOVE WITH MY BESTFRIEND. but there's only one thing i'm scared of right now...
nobody dared to look at me, nobody cares to listen.

everyday we talk, we laugh. you share your problems thoughts and simple pleasures with me. you share your life with me and i too with you but that's just it. no one dared to ask where do we go from this point.no one dared to make a move. no one dared to try. you were contented with the fact that you and i are bestfriends.

but i am not.

everyday as i look into your eyes i always wish that you can see through mine. i always pray that you can see the real feelings that i have for you. how i wish that you can feel how much i love you.

so today, after comtemplating, thinking over and over and over , i have decided that i could not wait any longer.
today i have decided that i need to take our relationship one step further. i am ready to take the plunge. i am ready to take my chance with you.

as eager as a child i called you up and asked you to meet me at our favorite coffee shop. you said yes and you will be there. i got ready as fast as i can, my heart is racing every minute, pounding with excitement and nervousness. alas you will know how i really feel. how i long for you. how much i love you.

as the clock ticks , i drove as fast as i could. i don't want to waste any precious second. this is my moment. our moment... as i come near the shop, a blinding light flashed before me, my world turned into silence and there was darkness....

my name is sophie and i am in love with my bestfriend.... but nobody can hear me now, nobody can see me now.... you will never know how much i love you.

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 10:11:00 PM
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diba, dati nga ....

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