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psychedelic musings of a tarayquin



today is a Tuesday, July 26, 2005

:) what goes around come around

...mga usual na naiisip...
...random thoughts...
...wonderful experiences...


hay naku... nakakabato naman pag ala kang magawa.. these past few days i've been so fascinated about JOHN GRISHAM's novels.. i've read just 2 of them palang and im planning to read them all... so far i luv the STREET LAWYER... best book for me.. sabi nga ni carlo RESIGNMODE.com ang dating... never imagined na ganun kadami ang mga taong homeless sa state... not so the land of MILK and HONEY na tlga....

asteeeeeg.... hehehehe

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jing got this idea of making "CHOICES" as the title of our next blog... told her... nah... myn is ... go figure what it is... what's with CHOICEs... welll.... all i know is that u r free to decide on whatever u want... just be ready for the consequences... life does have its ups and downs... it's a rollercoaster ride...

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last last week we (jing and me) went to shelly's to make our FISH MOBILE.... i informed them that i was running a bit late since i had to do some errands 1st and of course go to church 1st before anything else that day.... so ayun... on my way to APPLE sa Peñalosa sa tondo... nag-lrt ako... nakakmiss din pala ang lrt nato

... kahit magulo
...kahit mainit
...kahit minsan nakakairita

so ayun sabi ni shelly sumakay na lang ako ng lardizabal na jeep at bumaba sa g. tuazon...c arry ko naman ung mga ganun na instructions.. kaya ko naman un ang kaso... LOW BATT NA CELLPHONE KO! so ayun i was alone and so lost sa gitna ng G tuazon and to make things worse ALANG PAY PHONE sa lugar na un... i have to walk one block pa to get to the nearest store na may PAY PHONE....bad cheetah and naghahanap ako ng street na hindi naman existing ... concepciona ng hinahanap ko... constancia pla street nila... TANGA! but na lang i was able to call tristan and have him text shelly... knight in shining armour talga... hehehe

so ayun nakarating namana ako and gumawa kami ng gumawa ng fish mobile hanggang maging bloated cya at maging makulay ika nga ni shelly.... S
ARIMAFISH!
we also went to this place in ramirez... good fud... liempo and bulalo...

saya... then naglakad kami ng mga 30 blocks pabalik kila shelly as in super layo....di ko alam kung malayo ba talaga o malayo lang talaga... hahahaha pero malayo cya

ang sayang kasama nila shell at jing.... madaming kuento... minsan alang kuenta .... mas madami may sense... madaming tanong.... madaming sagot... minsan kailangan mong isiping ang isasagot mo... minsan it comes out naturally... hahahaha

nakauwi na ako sa bahay ng 6 am at ayun dead ako.... naalala ko... may pasok nga pla....

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bakit ganun sa pilipinas.... magulo ang pulitika... bakit kaya???

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nga pala ang boss ko inlove... pero may version din cya nga C AIDA C LORNA AT C FE panalo dba... or cguro ung version nya na APRIL MAY JUNE... puede rin... nga naman LOVE .... hay.... ewan ko ba? i am positively super sure to teh max galore that my boss is in-love... i just hope that we he make his move, when he make his decision he is super dooper happy .... un lang just like jing... masaya cya ngayon....
hahahahaha

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okie...dito na muna cguro... mya mya na lang ulit....





ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 8:19:00 PM
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today is a Tuesday, July 12, 2005

:) peeking in the nation's dilemma

... woke up at around 0630pm today ... have to hurry up or else i'll my boss will get pissed off ... i hate seeing him getting pissed for those thing sthat are controllable... hehehe
eniwei, waiting up for a jeepney seems to be taking forever... i have no idea that there is an ongoing rally in ayala cor paseo AGAIN...

these past few days , it has been a very hectic, tiring and unending political telenovela for the philippines... people are clamoring to have GMA step down from her post due to the HeLLo GaRcI tape controversy.... masses, political dynasties, "trapos" and even showbiz personalities are going out on the streets and doing their own hullabaloos ... fliers , banners, PA systems are everywhere today...

i am on the verge of going out in the streets myself and observe them but im too tired to do so...

who would they want to replace the current chief of state?
noli? erap? lacson? susan roces? rez cortez ( as my friend would always say! :) )

the phillipines had enough of those edsa people power thingy...
once is enough, twice is too much...

at first twas MARCOS... sure it was worth it...
second twas ERAP.. i dunno if it had done any good nor bad for the country... no difference at all since ... all i could remember is that the our THESIS deadline was extended due to the EDSA DOS... yup i think that was ok... ERAP being replaced by GMA but the third time around.. trying to oust GMA... i dunno...

do filipinos really love that limelight, being on the international scene and all?
are we really that resilient to anyone whom we did vote and then if we dont get what we want we're just going to go out in the streets and have them resign..?
are we really quitters?

i dont know...
am i making any point here?

all i can say is that

... SUPER TRAFFIC TIGILAN NYO NA YAN MGA NAMP$%^&* KAU!

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ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 8:53:00 PM
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today is a Tuesday, July 05, 2005

:) 1

one year na adik pa rin

happy anniv wave 5!








ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 2:35:00 AM
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today is a Monday, July 04, 2005

:) happy

...
i was able to go to church last sunday at word for the world makati.. (a stone's throw away from our house and from work!)
twas a very rejuvinating experience... i finally found a church where they have a good praise and worship ambiance... hahahaha not that our church is not that alive and all but we're still the conservative type of worshippers... that's why last sunday was an experience that i did really enjoyed...

also part of the service of course was the sermon.... i remembered clearly the points the pastor raised .... are you ready to die...
i said to myself.. of course i am... twas the time that i will meet my creator!

but what instilled on my mind that day was the part of the sermon where the pastor said that we should enjoy life while waiting for that grateful day...

he said GOD would like us to enjoy our work

So I saw that there is nothing better for a man than to enjoy his work, because that is his lot. For who can bring him to see what will happen after him?
Ecclesiastes 3:22 NIV

... this is such an eye opener for me... on my previous post i was battling with the fact that i am freakin out not knowing what to do and not contented with what i have right now... but yes God is correct... i should enjoy the work that i have.. so decided that this month... it's a new month... it's a start of a new life... i think this would be the best time since i have been with this company for a year already.. i should be enjoying and i know the rest will follow...

next point is that i we should enjoy what we have

Moreover, when God gives any man wealth and possessions, and enables him to enjoy them, to accept his lot and be happy in his work—this is a gift of God.
Ecclesiastes 5:19 NIV

... with the current job i have i am really enjoying the fruits of my labors... i am saving up things that i should have had 2 or 3 years ago... so now.. im going to enjoy the possesions God gave me... and also time to save up for that long overdue vacation....

during the past month... i have learned a lot from my dissapointments... and laughters that i had...

ive learned that i REALLY cant have evrything...
i'll just settle for what God had given me...
God wouldnt give me things if i cant handle them nor need them...
if i cant have it... fine i'll not think about it... i'll just settle for the things i do as long as im happy... as long as i know that i make people happy... that's fine with me....

also... im happy coz my friend jing is not gloomy anymore... love u jing remember u deserve the best...


muah....

ok...

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ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 9:37:00 PM
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today is a Friday, July 01, 2005

:) QLC- OMG

i dont want to believe it ... im 24 and im having the quarter life crisis...

i was browsing to different sites (talk about being in front of the pc and doing nothing... absolutely nothing...) suddenly this idea of checking in QUARTERLIFE CRISIS on the search bar popped up in my head!... the first thing that hit me was this line

....Quarterlife crisis describes the period where twentysomethings freak out.

am i freakin out??
wait...reality check

am i really goin through this crisis?


there are 6 signs as one link said...

...You don’t know what you want
One major cause of anxiety is that twentysomethings are afraid that we’re not going to find the passion in life that inspires us, whether it’s a job, a hobby, or a person. You worry that not only are you not going to be able to figure out how to get what you want, but also that you might not discover what it is you really want in the first place.


...Your 20s aren’t what you expected
We expect that our college and post-college years will be the most carefree, responsibility-free time of our independent adult lives. But then when you are sitting alone at home, thinking that everyone else your age has it together while you’re missing your college friends, wondering how to find a date, and realizing you have no idea what you want to do with your life, you feel like your uncertainties and doubts mean that there’s something wrong with you.

...You have a fear of failure
Another sign of a Quarterlife Crisis is a fear of failure – that if you fail at one thing, you’ll fail at another, and your self esteem will plummet

...You can’t let go of childhood
You feel stuck in a limbo somewhere between young adulthood and adulthood, and you don’t know how or when to let go of your childhood, or if you even want to

...You waffle over decisions
You’re afraid that the choices you make now will put you on a path that will affect the rest of your life, and that if you make a mistake now, you won’t be able to repair it later

...You constantly compare
You compare yourself to your peers and feel like you come up short. It’s like attending a high school reunion, year after year after year. You’re constantly measuring yourself, whether it’s against your friends or against the standards you set up for yourself, however unreasonable they may be


O-M-G

i'm not a hundred percent sure that i have the "QLC"... but the signs are there.. and some of them are true.... another O-M-G..

i hope i'm not going on this one and if i am i hope i'll be able to overcome this....

mawnin people....


ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 2:08:00 AM
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