today is a Sunday, February 26, 2006

:) mga windang na tao

ito ang mga windang an tao sa buhay ni mayunes....



jing: dati akala ko snob d pala isa pala sa magiging kaibigan ko dito sa floor naalala ko naging close ko cya nung nawala na lahat ng mga tao sa paligid ko at nagkakaroon ng mga pagbabago sa mundo ko.... ksama sa iyakan, tawanan, kuentuhan at kainisan
nakakaaliw.. matalino... masarap kausap kasi madami kang makukuhang insights... masarap kakuentuhan kasi di ka nya pinapagalitan in the end kasama mo pa rin sa finals... kasama mo lagi kahit alam mong nasaktan mo at nainis mo sa isang punto sa buhay mo....ococ yan adik pa





shelly: isa sa mga key factors ng pagiging sane ko sa pagtahak ko s a insane na buhay ko...cya nga nakakaalam kung pano ako pagalitan , kung paano ako ipacify at kung ano ang mga trip ko sa buhay.. d lang naman sakin... sa aming lahat .... ewan ko pero gifted si shelly... she knows what to say... what to do... without offending and hurting you pero kung kailangan ka na nyang saktan para magising ka na sa katotohanan bibigyan ka na lang nya ng OMEGA 3 or ng libreng HEART SURGERY and sa worst case scenario BRAIN SURGERY....




shelly at jing...sila ang pros at cons ng buhay ko... eka pano ko ba sasabihin yun... si shelly at jing ang angel at devil, good and bad... not that bad cla... pag may problema ako... silang dalawa ang palaging kasama ko ... silang dalawa ang lagi kong kinukulit... ginugulo... silang dalawa ang laging nagsasabi ng mga bagay na ayaw at gusto kong madinig... kaya mahal ko to eh.....clang dalawa....




c paopee... ang isa sa mga unang unang nakilala ko sa kung nasan ako ngayon... matagal tagal ko na din d nakakausap c pao pero nandun pa rin ang bonding namin... nandun pa rin ang friendship... alang nagbago... mag move on man... mahal ko pa rin c pao at cya pa rin ang pinakaspoiled sakin....







si ricowe... ang isa sa mga best supporting actors sa buhay ko ... alam nya ang hinanakit ko at kasiyahan ko sa buhay gaya nila...makulit... maarte... demanding... masunget... at may kontingsweetness din pala itong lokong to....








at si wensiyoh... ako ang nagbigay sa kanya ng pangalang wensiyoh kasi gusto ko... isa cya sa mga matalik kong kaibigan... mabait... hindi nangaaway.. may mood swings din pero adik pa rin... makulit pero seryoso... deep pero mababaw... gets mo? ako oo..

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 9:52:00 PM
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madaming mga bagay ang nangyayari sa buhay ng isang tao
maraming mga bagay ang nakakapagpasaya sayo
madami din ang nakakapagpaiyak at nakakapag patulo ng luha

kung ano mana ng piliin natin sa buhay
dapat maging handa sa mga mangyayari
masakatan ka man o may masaktan ka man
kailangan maging matatag sa mga desisyon sa buhay

bakit ko sinasabi ito?

wala lang

ako lang ito.... si mayunes...
nagiisip....

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 9:32:00 PM
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today is a Saturday, February 25, 2006

:) somewhere in between

I can't be losing sleep over this, no, I can't
And now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours and I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing

'Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

This is over my head but underneath my feet
'Cause by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

'Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
Of What is real and just a dream...
Of What is real and just a dream...
Of What is real and just a dream...

Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

'Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

'Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
Of What is real and just a dream...
Of What is real and just a dream...
Of What is real and just a dream...
Of What is real and just a dream...


**** ang bagong anthem ko....

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 1:32:00 PM
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today is a Friday, February 24, 2006

:) may mga tanong po ulit!

ano ang nauna itlog o manok?

well ito ang matagal ng debate.. d ko din alam... nagtanong ako sa mga kaibigan ko ayaw nilang sumagot... puede pending muna ito?

sabi ko, KAIBIGAN nga lang ba talaga, o KA-IBIGAN???

well be specific po sa tanong.... depende... madami akong kaibigan wala akong kai-bigan ngayon sa panahon na ito.... d ako naghahanap... masaya ako kung anong meron ako... ikaw?

What is love?
love? pag-ibig... isang emotion o feeling na nararamdaman mo sa isang tao... puede sa kaibigan , Pamilya, kapitbahay o sa isang sinisinta.... gusto kong maging mushy... ang love it knows no boundaries but your heart wearies out and tires out
keep em coming mga kapatid....

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 1:18:00 PM
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--------------------------------------- ang biyernes ko

state of emergency
nasan na ang bayang pilipinas?

d lang yata ako ang may kailangan ng bumili ng isang pirasong peace of mind... ikaw din palagay ko kailangan mo na...

d muna ako magiging self-centered....

iisipin ko muna ang bayan

sana isipin din ako ng bayan (so much for being not that self-centered.. hahahaha)

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 1:07:00 PM
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today is a Tuesday, February 21, 2006

:) berdey ko

i wished for my day to be a memorable one...
and i got what i wished for
day before my orbit day we went on our usual monday badminton sumthin (jing , mama mel me and dru) we played for more than 2 hours ... ok... masaya kahit natalo kami (una kami ni mama mel tapos kami ni dru!) ok lang at least may improvement na ko daw... marunong na kong mag smaSH! panalo db?

then we went staright to VANMICKS... yung grill house ni gurlfriend van... as usual... liempo at ensaladang talong... the best!... then nag yaya si van ng one round... GO... cge go lang tutal c mama mel ay nakapag paalam na sa mudra na gigimik... (may sumthin c mama mel... sana ok na cya .. hay) tapos isa pang round at isa pa... so naka apat kami ... si mama mel hindi... 1st time ko ding uminom ng strong ice nun... actually naging parang celebration na ng bday ko and plain yayayng inom lnag ni van yung inom.... masaya... aliw... birthday ko eh!

tapos we went to mocha blends for coffee... (yoca included) hahahaha... ayun.... nag alarm ang celphone ko... birthday ko na pala.... and to make things more special and memorable binilhan nila ako ng cake ( 1 slice lang) at nag effort yung waiter na bigyan kami ng candle... diba complete ang lahat..... and mawawala ba ang wishes??? cyempre meron...

thanks guys ... super nakaukit na kayo sa puso ko... grabe.. :)

at sayo bestest friend... hala... ngayon pa alng official na bestest friends na tayo... sana nga .... bestfiends for life... tandaan mo ikaw na lang ang bestfriend ko na nandito sa pilipinas... yung isa nasa malaysia na... yung isa nasa austria... so dapat may effort hehehehe

so ayun...


mahaba pa ang araw....
malayo pa ang tatakbuhin ng oras...
madaming pangyayari pa ang magaganap....

bukas ulit.



*****nga pala... naiinis ako!!!!!!!!!!!!! what a birthday gift!.... naka block na BLOGSPOT!!! ano ba.... so ayun kailangan pang mag freedom....

MAEFFORT
BAZURA!

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 1:08:00 PM
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today is a Saturday, February 18, 2006

:) mga tanong sa question box

hi... may bago ang pakulo....
may question box jan sa left side jan lang
mag type lang ng tanong at sasagutin ko!



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kaibigan nga ba??3

pakilinaw po ang tanong....
pero cge... opo kaibigan ... sa lahat ng aspeto

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 8:45:00 PM
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--------------------------------------- and then there was light

back from my self proclaimed welga

jing and shelly were both right

blogging is not merely a habit for me... it has been a way of life... part of my everyday ritual.... and no matter how hard i try to ignore my site, my fingers are itching to type... my thoughts are eager to go out from this cerebral prison that they are in .....

so im back
back from the grave
back with a full of complications to share
back with the colorful stories to tell


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thanks shelly and jing.... true friends are hard to find... such a cliche but... then... it fits...

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may inaway akong tao
sabi ko sorry
sabi nya one of these days aawayin nya daw ako... gumanti ba?
cge nga try natin... kaya kaya nya na awayin ako?
sumosobra na ba ko?
nag sorry naman eh..... :)

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ilang tulog na lang jollibee na naman ang araw lulubog bukas mabubusog.. sa chicken joy manok... at yum burger bilog.....

hay ilan tulog na lang.... isang orbit nanaman.... ano kayang drama ng buhay ang paparating? madaming pahina ang kailangang puniin... sana .... maging masaya... complicated as i can be... but i hope i can handle it....

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sana wag ng umulan...
tuyo na ang mga ulap....
lumiliwanag na ang langit....
gusto ng magpakita ng araw....



ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 8:15:00 PM
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today is a Monday, February 13, 2006

:) last entry

i think i have said enough to the world
i think they know me enough to kill me
i think i should stop

i am now a sane person
i wanna be insane again



**i'll rest for quite a while.... say a lifetime... hehehe....
i won't be updating my blog for quite sometime
superfriends , you all know how to reach me

this is mayunes... signing off

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 9:02:00 AM
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today is a Sunday, February 12, 2006

:) halfwishing (article ito!)

this is my article for this month (feb issue) for our department's newsletter, just wanna share it with you guys....

hope you all like it....

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Always connected but never together.

February has always been a special month for me. But I’m thinking twice this year. This month I’m saying goodbye to my best friend for more than a year. Though it’s not really goodbye but he is leaving this floor for good. It all came so sudden though he admitted he saw it coming. We were joking before on who will be the 1st to go and I always say that it’s me.

But fate took it’s turn, the hands of time ticked so fast and before I knew it he was gone.

We both started our TSR careers together and found ourselves moving on . He was on the “training ground for TL and TM “ team and I was on the “meet the commitment” group. Both had issues regarding moving on , as I may say, both had hard times moving on but we succeeded it. Now were still moving on to different circles though we are still one in spirit. Always connected but never together. The friendship grew fonder, deeper and lovelier (I can say it did on my part!)

Even if I often find myself arguing with him. A day would never pass me by not say to him how “sungit” he is today or tell him “inaaway mo nanaman ako” though I know that’s not true. He was a gentleman in every sense. For the last 1 year and 7 months never did he got angry at me nor started a fight with me. It was always I who did that. :p Our relationship as friends had it’s ups and down. Usually petty fights, “inisan” and “dead ma” days but one thing’s for sure it helped us bond more together and made us who we are right now.

People ask me if I will miss him… well duh yeah of course I will. I have always loved him as my brother partner and best friend. And forever that will be.

As the sun ushers a new morn we both face the new day knowing that everything wouldn’t be the same again. what I can only wish and pray is that as the day sets into its rest it’s still the two of us together, preparing to greet the new day with our heads up and smiles on our faces.
He left the company with sadness yet his head held up high and brought with him the integrity , friendship and love he gained here.

Well so much for half wishing and day dreaming.

February 2006 will truly be a memorable one. That’s for sure.

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 8:50:00 PM
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today is a Saturday, February 11, 2006

:) sayo ito

madami ng panahon ang nagdaan
madami ng mga pahina ng aklat ang nabasa
madami ng luha ang pumatak
ilang ulit na ding napangiti ang mga labi

hindi ko man nasabi ang mga bagay na nilalaman ng isipan
isang ninanais lamang ang sanay maiparating sa yo

alam ko alam mo na ang katotohanan
minamahal kita

salamat sa pagiging isang mabuting kaibigan

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 7:34:00 AM
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today is a Thursday, February 09, 2006

:)

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@$(&+@&+VOKH_($JGVN_$()NV

@($+_(#*_!_$@()+$+*#_%*+!J+{NM

im fuming with rage

i hate them

i really do

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 1:44:00 AM
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today is a Monday, February 06, 2006

:) isang kathang isip

pebrero na... panahon ng kamushy han...
try nga natin....

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my name is sophie and i am in love with my bestfriend.
yes for the longest time of denying and not admitting it to myself, i am now blurting it out aloud and shouting to the whole world that I AM INDEED INLOVE WITH MY BESTFRIEND. but there's only one thing i'm scared of right now...
nobody dared to look at me, nobody cares to listen.

everyday we talk, we laugh. you share your problems thoughts and simple pleasures with me. you share your life with me and i too with you but that's just it. no one dared to ask where do we go from this point.no one dared to make a move. no one dared to try. you were contented with the fact that you and i are bestfriends.

but i am not.

everyday as i look into your eyes i always wish that you can see through mine. i always pray that you can see the real feelings that i have for you. how i wish that you can feel how much i love you.

so today, after comtemplating, thinking over and over and over , i have decided that i could not wait any longer.
today i have decided that i need to take our relationship one step further. i am ready to take the plunge. i am ready to take my chance with you.

as eager as a child i called you up and asked you to meet me at our favorite coffee shop. you said yes and you will be there. i got ready as fast as i can, my heart is racing every minute, pounding with excitement and nervousness. alas you will know how i really feel. how i long for you. how much i love you.

as the clock ticks , i drove as fast as i could. i don't want to waste any precious second. this is my moment. our moment... as i come near the shop, a blinding light flashed before me, my world turned into silence and there was darkness....

my name is sophie and i am in love with my bestfriend.... but nobody can hear me now, nobody can see me now.... you will never know how much i love you.

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 10:11:00 PM
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--------------------------------------- lovers in paris

sa biyernes magkakaroon na ko nito! promise!

hehehe

bibili na ko!

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 11:23:00 AM
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today is a Friday, February 03, 2006

:) litrato

due to sumthin d ko po maupload ang pics na galing sumwer up north dito sa blog ko...
so just click to this link.... and makikita nyo na ng ilang mga pics namin...

wah...

http://tarayquin.blogs.friendster.com/


mataas na ang haring araw...

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 12:10:00 PM
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what if i fail to say i love you?

what if my heart longs for someone else?

what will you do

will you stay? will you walk away?

confusion clouds me

love leaves me slowly

loneliness envelopes me

leave me not today

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 9:52:00 AM
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