today is a Sunday, November 28, 2004

:) ibat ibang sites... basahin nyo..

ibat ibang sites ito ma magandang puntahan ng mga komon na taong katulad natin...

http://peyups.com/article.khtml?sid=990

http://peyups.com/article.khtml?sid=267

http://peyups.com/article.khtml?sid=3468

ung ibang links mya mya na lang...

work mode muna uli me...



ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 4:59:00 AM
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today is a Saturday, November 27, 2004

:) tks

hay naku... sino kaya ang nakaimbento ng tks...(un ung time card punching something namin dito sa office)
papatayin ko... let me quote my officemate... "baliw ang tks" ....

nawala ba naman lahat ng punches ko! eh ot ako ngayon... hay dapat i credit nila ito!!! naasar ako ha....

bakit ba naman kasi ganito ang life!

tks..pasakit!


ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 4:45:00 AM
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today is a Friday, November 26, 2004

:) thanksgiving

naenganyo ako sa blogspot ni jasmine.... masyadong kaaya aya sa paningin at sa aking pandinig... ang lupet ng impact nun! iniisip ko ngayon kung ako ba may impact sa mga tao na nakapaligid sakin...
simulan natin sa opichina..(kasi buong buhay ko yata sila ang kasama ko..)

.... napansin ko this past few days araw araw na lang yata na ginawa ni LORD eh late ako....
late magising late matulog late pa sa pag pasok... kahapon nga nahuli ako ng boss ko na nagtataktakbo sa floor kasi late na ko... hay mayumi.. late ka nanaman! baka materminate ako nito! d pa man regular terminated na ko!

....tapos c rachel ewan ko kung napoposses na ba un or kung ano man... nung isang araw kinukulit ak... sobrang kulit... kahapon naman hinampas ako... namula nga eh... ung katabi ko nga sabi nya sakin ang lakas daw nung imapct... matunog baga! napoposses na talaga si rachel...

ngayon di ko sila katabi kasi ayaw mag boot up ng computer ko... yan napoposses din ung computer ko... biruin nyo 230 pa lang nag boboot up na cya at ngayon ay 446 am na nag boboot up pa rin... weird.. sabi ko kasi wag restart kasi mahirap ng mag on un kaso ayun makulit kasi ang mga tao dito!!!

..... food trip nanaman... lala naman ang binabanatan dito.... thank you Lord sa lala kasi kanina pa po ako gutom... di ko alam kung ano kakainin ko... kahapon pa ko ng 3pm hindi kumakain! salamat na lang sa nagmagandang loob na magshare ng lala sa amin.. kasi kanina may turkey saka ibat iba pang food sa pantry libre! kasi nga thanksgiving kaso ala na nung nagbreak kami... parang binagyo baga.... mga taong PATAK center nga naman! buti na lang nagcrave ung kaoficemate ko ng lala.. ayun tumataginting na 3 lala ang inishare nya! mali ako pala ang nag share nung isa... 2 lang ung sa kanya!

... ito pa pala.. ung phone ko lo bat kaya nanghiram ako kay menggay ng phone pansamantala... kaya ayun d ko makita lahat ng contacts ko... weird nanaman...

teka... tatawag lang ako sa mamy ko... tuloy ko na lang to ulit..........

*=)





ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 4:00:00 AM
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today is a Wednesday, November 24, 2004

:) being me

i am me....

a line from a swatch ad by mikee cojuangco

i remembered clearly before when asked to answer those slumnotes nung high school this is the best description that i can say about myself...

i am mayu....
freak...
weird....
spoiled brat...
ms tarayquin... long before gloria arroyo was one....

dealing with me is like dealing with a 3 year old kid trapped in a body of a 23 year old lady.... fickle minded... masungit...loka loka..... un....

I AM ME.... deal with it....






ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 1:29:00 AM
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today is a Monday, November 22, 2004

:) ala lang

I Love You Too, Baby KoBy: Shayne
I was beginning to regret having worn my favorite red off-shoulderblouse and pleated skirt inside the movie house because I wasshivering in the cold. But I took the huge risk because I knewperfectly how my favorite pair of clothing will impress my boyfriend.
He loved it whenever I showed a little more skin but if and only if hewas with me. I love how he compliments me - he never fails to make mefeel as if I was the most beautiful woman on earth.The movie hasn't begun, and the cold was already enveloping us.
We found good premiere seats. His hand was holding mine. The feeling ofhaving him all to myself in the dark tickled me. It didn't occur tome that he was smelling the side of my neck as he murmured, Bangonaman ng Baby ko...I love you! Another smile curled my lips. Walabang I love you too? He teased. So I answered back, I love you too,Baby.After a few subtle kisses on the cheek, his cellphone beeped. Hequickly checked who it was and buried his eyes on the message.
I sawhim reply to the text as if he was being chased after. Uy, bili akong food gusto mo? Kelangan ko narin kasing mag-load, may kelanganakong reply-an. Limang piso nalang yata laman nito! He whispered Laakong bulsa, By. Hawakan mo muna 'tong cell, baka mawala ko lang.You know how careless I am. I nodded and kept the phone safely in myhands.
He slightly pinched my cheek, said I love you again under hisbreath, and took off.The movie still hasn't started.
I closed my eyes and gave a heartyyawn. I almost fell asleep when I felt his phone vibrate violently.The name Michelle was blinking. Who's Michelle? I thought to myself.Even before I could press accept, the phone stopped vibrating anddisplayed 1 missed call. The message icon was also blinking - meaningMichael's inbox was full.
I had to delete old messages to pave wayfor incoming texts. So I did. Five messages came in immediately, allof which were from "Michelle." Without hesitation, I opened them oneby one.Ha?! Anong wg muna ako text? Kelangan natin mgusap ngyn na!
Nsan kb kc?Can I text you na?Text moko if coast is clear.R u still with her?I felt my heart do a somersault in complete confusion. What did themessages mean? Who was that HER Michael was still with? I felt coldsweat forming around my forehead and nose.
I took a deep breath. SoI pretended to be Michael and replied casually to the text messages.She replied in a matter of seconds.O, baket ka ba text ng text? May problema ba? Musta?Hi Mike!!! Ano ng balita sayo? Baket ngayon ka lang nagreply? Kaninapako nagpaparamdam! Kasama mo pa ba si Shayne?I thought I was just stabbed right in the chest when I saw my name inMichelle's text message, but I continued replying with Michael'sphone.Oo, bumili lang ako ng food.
Iniwan ko si Shayne sa loob ng sinehan.Baket ba kasi?Di mo pa kasi iwan yang babaeng yan eh hihihi! Love, tuloy ba tayobukas?Ah? Ewan ko, ikaw ang bahala. San ba tayo bukas?Diba sabi mo pupunta tayo ng Laguna?Ako nagsabi nun? Ah oo nga pala, I promised you that. Eh ano bang planomo?Ano? Ikaw nga ang nagplano eh! Baket parang binabalik mo sakin angtanong? Nakalimutan mo na ba? 4 months na tayo bukas! Dapat astig angout-of-town natin! Swimming tayo siguro tapos dinner...
Alam mo nasiguro ang ibig kong sabihin, love!I lay motionless. The movie began. I felt my head spin violently -my vision was now blurred because of the big teardrops gathering in myeyes. But I blinked them away and replied as fast as I could.
I knewMichael was on his way back to the cinema any minute now.Oo sige na basta sabihin mo yun ang gagawin natin! Ang bilis ngpanahon noh 4 months na tayo. Parang kelan lang... O sige pano ba angplano bukas? Sabihin mo sakin ang nasa isip mo HONEYHmmm....
Basta bring your car nalang! Tawagan moko sa bahay tonight sowe can talk ha? Love you lots! Mwah mwah! (smiley face)I tried to reply I love you too, but the phone displayed CheckOperator Services.The whole world must've stopped before my very eyes. There wastears in my cheeksand the freeze that was now killing me inch by inch. I stared at thebig screen while my thoughts drifted away... I couldn't find the rightwords to describe how I felt that moment. Images of another girl and my Baby deeply in love with each other flashed in my head.And all this time, I was sharing Michael with someone else... That allthis time, there was another woman whom he had his right arm around...
The tears were all coming out now. I know people around me werealready staring, but I was no longer thinking rational. Emptinessdevoured me that instant...From a distance I noticed a familiar face walking up the stairstowards my seat. I cleared my throat, cleaned my face, and tookseveral deep breaths. Michael was on his way to our seats at thecenter bunk.I love you, Baby! Michael kissed me on the nose. Sensha na! Tagal konoh! Dami kasi nakapila dun sa binilhan ko Sensha na, sensha na... Heput down the plastic bags and held my hand tight. He kissed me softlyon the lips and whispered passionately, I love you Shayne! I love youBaby ko...I didn't have the strength to answer back.He went on. Oo nga pala, simula bukas, may fieldwork kami. Baka nextweek na ang balik ko.
Hindi ko pa sure kung saan yung site, so bakawalang signal dun. But I'll try texting you whenever I can, ok? Ilove you, Baby ko!I wanted to shout at him, scream at the top of my lungs, but no soundcame out. I couldn't make myself say anything. I turned mute... mybody was as numb as ever.O? Wala na naman bang I love you too dyan? Dapat lagi kang nag-I-Ilove you too! He laughed.I felt something vibrating on my lap again. It was Michael's phone -another text message. Michael saw it blinking and immediately readthe message at a distance.
But I was able to read what it said:Kelan ka pa natuto mgtext in small letters? (smiley face) tsaka bakethoney na ang twag mo sakin? Hindi na ba love? Bago na ba? (smileyface)There was a long, long awkward pause. I thought the world has juststopped revolving.My lips were sealed and the tears were already flowing freely - Icould no longer control them. Michael looked straight at me, with hisjaw half open.
His eyes were round and bigger than usual, full ofquestions and fear. We just stared at each other, not knowing what tosay. I felt the whole world sink and disappear, leaving only the twoof us alone in the dark.After a few seconds of silence that felt like forever, I swallowed thebig lump in my throat with all my strength and bitterly whispered...I love you too, Baby ko...


ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 1:58:00 AM
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o my ga!
(just quoting jessica simpson from her annoying expression!)

finally i had made up my mind to go on overtime today!
queueing nanaman! (what's new..) well our tools are down ryt now... super mega to the max... spiel.com kami...
but wait... blessings check....

... can breathe .... check
... had something to eat .... check
... was able to get some sleep... check...
... still have my job... check
... got my mom and dada ... check

my ga.. this page wont be enough...

let's just leave that between me and my Creator.. ok

sunday nga pala ngayon... i'm in the office right now and i am not feeling well... mamy carissa said that i am like a thread na lang near to having a fever... i 'll attend church later don't worry...

un lang...
byers!








ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 1:52:00 AM
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today is a Sunday, November 21, 2004

:) bloggingly yours

it's the wee hours in the morning right now... hindi na ako nakakatulog gaya ng normal na tao..
sabi nga nila ang mga katulad ko nga daw... vampire ng modern days.. gising sa gabi... tulog sa umaga.... naiinis na nga ako pag madaming tao sa elevator eh pag pauwi na ko ng 1030 am or 1130 am.... badtrip un.... ung lahat ng floors dadaanan muna bago ka makapunta sa parooonan mo...
okie... eniwei

what am i doing in blogspot? bakit ako napunta sa blogspot??
well it more out of curiousity and trying to find a space for me to be heard... although they knew me sa office as a person na noisy and very outgoing... i still have naman a space in me na mejo on the serious side.. kaya ako nasa blogspot for me to express my feelings out loud... so that you will all know what is inside the freakin head of tarayquin

un lang





ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 9:15:00 AM
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today is a Saturday, November 20, 2004

:) queueing

hi.. im here again of course sa office... ala ng tym for pethics!! work kung work....

and you know what there was a miracle that happened to me today... at around 0430am today!

i went to work not knowing how i will be able to get thru with the obstacle that i am in ryt now...i am really praying really hard ..... as in....

unexpectedly my boss arrived in the office (he wasnt suppose to be there! it's his off!)

after a few chitchatting, mamy carissa (one of my officemates) asked my tl for some "help"... and without hesitation... he did....i hesitated first to tell him my rpoblem but then with mamy carissa backing me up... i did have the courage to ask help from him!!! and he did... may i quote mamy carissa for this "you're my angel sam"...

this just shows how good God is... He really works in ways we cannot see ( yeah... i know this is a song... you can sing it na!)

un lang po....

gud mawnin po!

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 7:46:00 AM
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today is a Friday, November 19, 2004

:)

Nakita ko na lahat ito

Pinahihiwatig ng mata mo

Salamat na lamang sa iyo

this song has been going on my head since when?? since wed yta un... basta since i got home nung i got my cd (teka akin na ba un?? pahiram lang yta un d ko pa sure...).... the song was #1 on the playlist.... it caught my attention 1st ... maganda ung beat... nakaakaliw ung lyrics..

Kamusta na, nandyan ka pa ba

Wala na yatang magagawa kundi tumawa

Nandyan pa ba mga ala-ala

Ang tanging bagay na naiwan sa 'ting dalawa

'Wag na paikutin ang isa't isa

Lahat ng bagay ay malinaw na

Hindi na rin kailangan pagpilitan pa'

Di mo na kinakailangan pang magsalita

Nakita ko na lahat ito

Pinahihiwatig ng mata mo

Salamat na lamang sa iyo

yan di na ko nakatiis nilagay ko na lahat ng lyrics!

im not bitter, d din ako napapakabitter... ala lang sucker lang for mejo roamntic na alternative na kanta.... kakaiba un noh!

cyempre this post ala na namn cyang kuenta... gusto ko lang malaman ng lahat ng tao ang nasa isp ko ngayon....

nga pla thank you sa cd...

eniwei... ciao!

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 10:19:00 AM
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im in a call ryt now and im doing my first post in my bLoGsPOt....
still experiencing some WINDANG moments from my previous call ...

hay....

all i wanted is to live a simple life .... simple ba ito! my gosh so many technicalities... so many responsibility....

hmmm....

d ko na alam gagawin ko...


mya mya na lang uli ako magpopost!


ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 9:54:00 AM
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