today is a Tuesday, October 25, 2005

:) my dad

(i dont know if i could finish this post...i dont know where this post will lead me...)


twas the call i never wanted to recieve
twas the call i am dreading to hear
twas the day i wished it never happened

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it was 0605 am , october 16 2005, post number 678, 50/F PBCOM tower
i was logged in just finished doin the exceptions for the team...my phone rang.. saw my pic on teh caller id.. double checked the number , twas my mom's phone...at first i dont want to answer the phone since mobile devices are not allowed in the production floor...
ok... denial stage lang ako but i do know the fact that something's wrong sa bataan ... i was expecting that my mom will tell me that my dad is in the hospital and i need to go home this coming weekend but i was wrong..

the voice on the other line wasnt hers...twas my ate tessie... saying my dad passed away already... i wasnt able to utter any other word but the words.. "HA" two times...i cried...

i cried and didnt cared what the other people will say... i know deep in my heart i will not see him again

... i will not be able to sing to him the songs he taught me
... i will not be able to kiss him and touch him...hold his hands while my mom helps him when he eats
... i will not be able to show him the pictures that i have on my phone nor talk to him about my favorite tv shows
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my dad is a teacher, he is a music guru , a man of God and a public servant
i never did imagine how much my dad has contributed so much in the society...
never did it crossed my mind how many lives he has changed.. he has touched.. he has inspired
my dad is the best... he raised us all 8 siblings with dignity and integrity instilled in our minds
we were raised as God fearing individuals
he gave us all of his time love and guidance which molded ud to be where and what we are right now...
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one of our neighbor's kid asked me whay did his LOLO ENDO DIED...
the answer that came into my mind is this
"LOLO ENDO died coz God needs him to sing for HIM up in heaven"
my daddy is now up there with the Lord singing all day long bringing back all the praises to him...
Daddy will always be daddy...i will always be his princess... i will never forget my dad.. never will... He is my strength now together with my mom.... I do believe that he is up there singing his favorite song while watching over us...

to you daddy, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH....

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 12:38:00 AM
0 bulong

diba, dati nga ....

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