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today is a Monday, October 31, 2005

:)

i would like to formally announce that i am declaring OCTOBER as the MOVING ON month...
although march is the usual moving up month wherein all of those commencement thingy happens i, mayu pagtalunan, is announcing that OCTOBER is the MOVING ON month...

1. my dad
2. tris and me
3. voodoo to vanquishu to lex
4. inbound to outbound
5. jing to mentor (sikat ka!)

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first day funk the second time around...
first day jitters although i've been with the program for almost a year and half already...
it's like taking your first steps... taking in your first call... taking in your first breath...
nakakatakot pala.. d ko alam ang gagawin ko... nakakatakot magkamali...nakakatakot mag isa...

(to be continued)


ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 5:25:00 AM
2 bulong

diba, dati nga ....

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today is a Saturday, October 29, 2005

:) moving on

after 3 years...
wala na...
we both need to move on face new chapters in life
different priorities.. different liabilities...
maybe this is the best for both of us....

have faith in yourself...


ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 11:16:00 PM
2 bulong

diba, dati nga ....

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today is a Tuesday, October 25, 2005

:) my dad

(i dont know if i could finish this post...i dont know where this post will lead me...)


twas the call i never wanted to recieve
twas the call i am dreading to hear
twas the day i wished it never happened

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it was 0605 am , october 16 2005, post number 678, 50/F PBCOM tower
i was logged in just finished doin the exceptions for the team...my phone rang.. saw my pic on teh caller id.. double checked the number , twas my mom's phone...at first i dont want to answer the phone since mobile devices are not allowed in the production floor...
ok... denial stage lang ako but i do know the fact that something's wrong sa bataan ... i was expecting that my mom will tell me that my dad is in the hospital and i need to go home this coming weekend but i was wrong..

the voice on the other line wasnt hers...twas my ate tessie... saying my dad passed away already... i wasnt able to utter any other word but the words.. "HA" two times...i cried...

i cried and didnt cared what the other people will say... i know deep in my heart i will not see him again

... i will not be able to sing to him the songs he taught me
... i will not be able to kiss him and touch him...hold his hands while my mom helps him when he eats
... i will not be able to show him the pictures that i have on my phone nor talk to him about my favorite tv shows
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my dad is a teacher, he is a music guru , a man of God and a public servant
i never did imagine how much my dad has contributed so much in the society...
never did it crossed my mind how many lives he has changed.. he has touched.. he has inspired
my dad is the best... he raised us all 8 siblings with dignity and integrity instilled in our minds
we were raised as God fearing individuals
he gave us all of his time love and guidance which molded ud to be where and what we are right now...
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one of our neighbor's kid asked me whay did his LOLO ENDO DIED...
the answer that came into my mind is this
"LOLO ENDO died coz God needs him to sing for HIM up in heaven"
my daddy is now up there with the Lord singing all day long bringing back all the praises to him...
Daddy will always be daddy...i will always be his princess... i will never forget my dad.. never will... He is my strength now together with my mom.... I do believe that he is up there singing his favorite song while watching over us...

to you daddy, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH....

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 12:38:00 AM
0 bulong

diba, dati nga ....

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today is a Sunday, October 16, 2005

:) bigla

I hope I never wake
when I'm thinking about you
and I close my eyes
now I'll never never wake
why should I stop thinking about you...

ala lang naalala ko lang kanta ng the sundays



ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 5:17:00 AM
0 bulong

diba, dati nga ....

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isa

isang araw sa buhay ni mayu.....


may lungkot
may saya
may kakaiba
may normal

ala lang akong masulat....

cge comento lang

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 12:01:00 AM
1 bulong

diba, dati nga ....

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today is a Saturday, October 15, 2005

:) telenovela para kay jing

ang buhay parang tele novela

gusto ni jing mag lagay ako d2 ng para sa telenovela... ano ba ang telenovela?
para sakin ang buhay ay isang telenovela....maraming pakulo, maraming sangakap... may mga kilig moments meron ding pang famas...
kadalasan nakatawa mya mya naman ay umiiyak...
hindi mo lubos maiisip kung ano ang mangyayari... palaging may karugtong na yugto sa kinabukasan at laging may binabalikan , ang nakaraan...
diba.. ang saya ng buhay... makulay....
ikot lang ng ikot.. alang katapusang pag inog... bukas ganito na naman ang buhay.. ikaw ang tampok na karakter , ikaw ang writer at ikaw ang director....ang nasa itaas naman ang producer... bahala ka na kung pano mo tatalakayin ito pero isa lang ang alam ko.... mahirap mabuhay sa isang teleserye.. ikaw?

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 7:30:00 AM
0 bulong

diba, dati nga ....

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telebisyon

i am a self confessed tv addict and i think it's time for me to write something about the GREAT BOOB TUBE...

maalaala mo kaya

never fails to make me cry...
laging sumasakit ang puso ko at bumibigat ang damdamin ko kapag nanonood ako ng maalaala mo kaya... high school palang ako ganto na palagi ang situation.. manonood ako nakapatay ang ilaw at mag eemote...
sadya nga lang bang talaga na mababaw ang luha ko...
sadya bang tumatatak sa aking puso at nakakrelate ako sa lahat ng napapanood ko dun?? kese hodang may namatay may nabuhay, may iniwan, may nanganak, may nadapa at kahit na may naiiyak lang sa harapan ko , sa pinanood ko...
ok fine... mababaw ako pero isa lang ang masasabi ko....
MAALALA Mo KAYA... TEARJERKER to the max....

friends

monica, chandler, joey, phoebe, ross and rachel
10 seasons of laughter and tears
10 seasons of being "one of them"
10 seasons of being able to know how to live in the city of New York

i must say that my addiction to caffaine also started coz of this program....well...

mya mya na lang ung iba... mag post n alang ako ng part 2
may 2 pang padating...

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 12:10:00 AM
1 bulong

diba, dati nga ....

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today is a Wednesday, October 12, 2005

:) rest day mode on

random thoughts ulit...

hay rest day mode on...
uwi ako ng bataan this "weekend".. will have time to bond with my mom and dad ulit... these past few weeks i am doing my best to go home on a weekly basis...to which i'm doing a good job...mabait akong anak eh...:)
...
these past few days work has been very toxic... tools down.. calls piling up! my God like don't they even know that we are humans too?? tao din kami, napapagod, nahihirapan... nagugutom... ala lang... isa lang naman ang gusto kong mangyari... IBALIK NYO ANG ROBINSON'S DAYS NAMIN!!!!! wahhh... dream on!
...

jaye visited us *leng and me!* yesterday (monday).. she brought my fave salad in kfc ( the asian thingy!) gosh i miss her na pala... i mean she's the first one in our kada to tie the knot... though she is still the same jaye things are a lot different now.. bigger responsibilities... imagine.. sharing your life with somebody... we made a lot of catching up eventhough i just saw her last sept 24 ! her wedding day...
just missed the old days .. college days when i would dropped by her dorm before going home since she will ask me to stay with her while she wash/iron her clothes , clean up their room while eating banana cue ... chitchat to the max...
...

i missed my superfriends (jaye *best friend ko, leth,leng,kat eci and ryan)... college days were on of the best that i had.. kahit na mahirap ang pinagdaanan sa kolehiyo... sa apat na taon na inilagi ko sa likod ng mga dingding ng akademya na aking pinanggalingan may 6 na tao akong nakasama.. nakadaupang palad at nakaramay....sila ang mga natatanging taong nakapag dagdag kulay sa mala-bahaghari kong buhay! hahaha
...
ilang oras pa ba ako magpapaka kuba sa mga problema?
ilang araw pa ba akong makikinig sa mga hinaing?
ilang sandali na lang ba ay malalagpasana ko na ang lahat ng ito....

hay.... 0649 na...malapit ng maguwian.. sandali na lang mayu.. log out ka na...


ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 5:22:00 AM
3 bulong

diba, dati nga ....

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today is a Tuesday, October 11, 2005

:) pano nga ba???

How to Get to Heaven (Childrens Version)

I was testing the children in my Sunday school
class to see
if they understood the concept of getting to heaven.

I asked them, "If I sold my house and my car, had a
big
garage sale and gave all my money to the church,
would
that get me into Heaven?"



"NO!" the children answered.

"If I cleaned the church every day, mowed the yard,
and
kept everything neat and tidy, would that get me
into Heaven?"

Again, the answer was, "NO!"

By now I was starting to smile. Hey, this was fun!

"Well, then, if I was kind to animals and gave
candy to
all the children, and loved my husband, would that
get me
into Heaven?" I asked them again.

Again, they all answered, "NO!"

I was just bursting with pride for them.

Well, I continued, "then how can I get into Heaven?"



A five-year-old boy shouted out,

"YOU GOTTA BE DEAD."

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 3:17:00 AM
0 bulong

diba, dati nga ....

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today is a Wednesday, October 05, 2005

:) rants and raves

isa nanamang araw ang nagdaan... isang linggo nanaman ang natapos...hay buhay nakakapagod..
gusto kong gayahin si jing sa rants na posting nya pero i'll do it the rx way..

mayumi's RANTS AND RAVE

i'm raving coz...

1. matatapos ko na ang lord of the rings...
i'm not at fanatic for lord of the rings but since i was able to borrow the dvd from phillip... i have been dreading to finish the trilogy.. talk about not being hooked after all...

2.daily caffaine dose
nuff said!

3. pinoy big brother updates..
though i have some friends who think i'm so jologs about being hooked in this nationwide phenomenon...i am a proud that i am adikted to this craze....

4.avail
kahit konti, kahit saglit at least may pahinga....

5. tristan...
nuff said

6. bataan trip today
uwi ako ng bataan... magpapahinga, maglalaba,manonood ng tv

and now presenting

ms. mayumi's RANTS

1. backache!
been complaining about this backpain for quite sometime already... dunno if it's time for me to go to the doctor or to the hospital or just a long vacation will do the trick.. i do hope so

2. my schedule
shocks! i hate my sched this month....
good luck... i dont want my sched un lang

3.office tools...
everyday na ginawa ni Lord nakadown ang tools namin... ala na yatang mangyayari samin kundi parang seesaw ang tools (ika nga ni shelly) nakakaaasar na tapos sabayan pa ng kyuwing...ayoko na talaga

more rants and raves coming after our off!!!

naiinis lang ako sa cu ko

time check : 0736 am at 02:06:43 hrs na ang call ko!
lolo call...

bwisit!

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 7:21:00 AM
0 bulong

diba, dati nga ....

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today is a Saturday, October 01, 2005

:) TimEline TAG!

this is a timeline tag that i found while i was blog hopping... kinda exciting... kakaadik

TWENTY YEARS AGO

1985
twas only 4 years old then.. still busy playing lutu-lutuan and langit lupa ... no pretentions, no responsibilities, no hassles in life just living a very simple life...eat play and be merry

FIFTEEN YEARS AGO
1990
elementary days twas 9 years old... grade three/fourth grader...goin near to being an adolescent.. having first crushes...enduring the painstaking namecalling which is so evident when you are just in the primary school...but still this is also the time of my life where i started gettin busy being involved at church (ANGELIC CHOIRS.. hah those concerts i could never ever forget!) and also this was the time when i was one of the provincial champions during those english sumthin tournament... ha!

TEN YEARS AGO
1995
high school days oh my high school days... 14 years of existence here on this blue planet...twas one of the happiest days of my life...i've established my lifelong friends at this point .. marites, vina,mac,bigs,allan,bam,tere,beng and ziac...peer pressure is also every evident ... this is also one of the exciting point for me being an active UMYFer... waiting for december to come for the annual CI (christmas institute...) also couple of crushes ... hahahaha ...

FIVE YEARS AGO
2000
college days... spending last inside the walls of PAMANTASAN... cramming with the productions be it film, radio and tv. out of town productions... goin to laguna (jaye's) or our frequent trips to leth's haus in moonwalk village las pinas...goin to padi's point for our after school trips..being literally a cinderella coz i need to be home by 12mn... dancing with the tune do you believe in me...this was also the start of the gsm generation falling in line at the globe office to pay my unlimited text for three months for the price of Php 330.00... hay those were the days...
also this was the time where in i was able to be a part of teh DAYAW ARTS Festival in Luneta organized by CCP/NCCA where i got my OJT experience.. i can also remember that this was the time or the golden times of our STUDIO TOURS and ADVERTISING and PUBLIC RELATIONS ek ek...
major heartbreaks... don't wanna go about it...

hay college days... one of the best days of my life im glad i spent it with six of the most interesting,beautiful ,witty and intelligent people in this universe (JAYE my best friend, Leth , Leng, Kat,Eci and Ryan)

THREE YEARS AGO
2002
exactly three years ago i met my tristan since then we've been together
also was part of the most admired wireless provider... SMART COMMUNICATIONS

LAST YEAR
2004
new family... new life.. i joined convergys as a technical support representative... any difference in my life?.... we'll i think there were MAJOR changes in my life... met my friends.. (pao dru rache) through thick and thin we stick together ...

THIS YEAR
2005
major transition.. taking in calls.. asking myself what would happen with my career, with my life this year a lot of things happen with my family , my sanse and kuya ent home for my dad's birthday.. this year, was able to prove to myself that i can be a little bit responsible since i moved out of the house and now living on my own...
...new found friends (jing shelly,rico, mayet and the whole voodoo team...new teammates)
....dyed my hair BLACK!
NEXT YEAR
2006
hopefully i'll be out of the country with a little bit of savings
... if im still here in the philippines hopefully i've moved into a higher position in the company that i am in ryt now...

TEN YEARS FROM NOW
lemme think about it first.....


who am i tagging???
all of you

ang sabi ni mayumi.. kelan edi noong .. 10:58:00 PM
0 bulong

diba, dati nga ....

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